you'd expect it to be some part of a plan
you'd expect it to last forever
you'd expect it to be your last shot at the moon
you'd expect to be happy

and you're met with a question with no answer
and you found bitter truth hidden in lies
and you're stranded in the chance of slight happiness at the expend of prolonged tranquility

and you wish to stay in the moment forever
in between the worse of the opposite ends
in between nothingness and broken hearted

and you've seen this coming
but neglect it
went ahead with it
let illusion sways you far off
where logic is but a distant dream

leaving you stranded
with no happy ending

it is at this moment you'd wish to close your eyes, let your heart played its final beat and take the pain away

let there be rain

I will meet you in some place
where the light lends itself to soft repose

I will let you undress me
but I warn you, I have thorns like any rose

and you could hurt me with your bare hands
you could hurt me using the sharp end of what you say
but I'm lost to you now
and there's no amount of reason to save me

so break me
take me
just let me feel your arms again

break me
take me
just let me feel your love again

feels like being underwater
now that I've let go and lost control
water kisses fill my mouth
water cloud fills my soul

so break me
take me
just let me feel your arms again

make me
I'll let you make me
just let me feel your love again

kiss me once
well, maybe twice
oh, it never felt so nice

break me
take me
just let me fill your love again

break me
I'll let you make me
just let me feel your arms again

just let me
feel your love again

like a grass of some type, you're witnessing the growth of a perfect greenish yellow flower on a pedestal.

it was blooming.

and when it got older it's gotten stronger, it's gotten tougher, battered by the sun, shot by heavy rain, bashed by dusts, scrawny around the edges, but surviving, and you thought its jolt from the ground is imminent..

and you regret.

and you hope and you hope and you wish and you pray and you expect and you hope and then hope some more that it will not be, without your involvement.

and you regret..

i wake to sleep, and take my waking slow
i feel my fate in what i cannot fear
i learn by going where i have to go

we think by feeling, what is there to know?
i hear my being dance from ear to ear
i wake to sleep, and take my waking slow

of those so close beside me, which are you
god bless the ground! i shall walk softly there
and learn by going where i have to go

light takes the tree, but who can tell us how?
the lowly worm climbs up a winding stair
i wake to sleep, and take my waking slow

great nature has another thing to do
to you and me, so take the lively air
and, lovely, learn by going where to go

this shaking keeps me steady, i should know
what falls away is always. and is near
i wake to sleep, and take my waking slow
i learn by going where i have to go