losing

I lost my cell phone again..

in a conversation with r this morning I told him that the night before I lost the phone, I dreamed.

I was taking the city train, reading a newspaper, and then realized that it has reached my station, time to get off!
so I get off, and after walking quite sometime, I realized that I have no shoe on, nor bag, the only thing I wore were pants and shirt..

I was panicking, realizing that there's no way I could retain my bag, or any of my things..

I ran and I ran, and I realized that it was a dream, so I said to myself
"wake up!!, wake up now, you will see your stuff are all in place!"
and I woke up, and I saw my bag on the handle on the door of my dorm, and my shoes, and I was secured..

until I'm getting off from the bus about two and a half hours later.. I realized that my cellphone was gone and that guy who keep pushing me from behind was actually a pick pocket..

It's funny how God plays with you a lot.

he was trying to say two opposite things at the same time through my dream.

1. he tried to warn me, I will lose my stuff, or at least something which belongs to me, and I will feel stressed up, and that I should be alert..

2. he tried to say that I lose my phone, but not my bag, nor shoes, nor foot, nor hand, nor any other things that mean a lot for me, and that I should be grateful..

well.. I missed my cell, but I can use a new phone again, at least in the next three or four months hehe