let's call it a day

if for once I have to put myself in the third person point of view, observing me, I have to say I'm quite disappointed with what I see.

most notably after deadlines.

it's funny that sometimes the word death in many seemingly intelligent words of wisdom (or quotes) about death, can be beautifully replaced with the word deadline.

take "dying is like getting audited by the IRS--something that only happens to other people ... until it happens to you."

to "deadline is like getting audited by the IRS--something that only happens to other people ... until it happens to you."

or "you only live twice. once when you are born and once when you look death in the face."

to "you only live twice. once when you are born and once when you look deadline in the face."

thing is,

I was always intended to do many things seemingly impossible way before deadlines for some short period of days before deadlines, but what I see in front of me always gets in the way.

today I have to take two headache pills with several sips of coca cola to keep things together, then rubbing traditional extra hot embalming product on the head, neck, and back to keep me on my seat, only to produce a third of what I intended to produce way before the deadline.

oh well.

At least once again, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, too bad you can't beautifully replace the word kill with deadline as well..