how are you today?

i'm fine..

a day several weeks ago, i found out that Jakarta Post wants me to be their supplement writer
(WOOOHOOOOO!!!!)

and several months ago i found out that if i want, i can go to Germany at the end of this year for a year.. do i really want to go, that's a serious question..

last night i wish i have someone..

several hours ago i wish i have a specific someone..

several minutes ago i decided to become a vegetarian for a week, which is a good decision.. frankly i really think it will go to waste..

over all that's a state of mind.. in my current state, i wish i left something spotless when i decided to say that i'm done, instead of leaving it untouched, cos at the end of the day you always left wonder whether it could be better than what you've got.. how better.. how different.. all that stuff..

how am i today?

i dunno.. i really dunno..