the seeds of destruction

nothing mysterious about it stupid!

you know how to get one piece of enjoyment you'd risk other enjoyments, the joy of smokes, one cigarette, traded to a month of lung-ache, the case with me nowadays.. and so as other people i guess..

what i mean by the fruit of ... blablabla i forgot

is that you know
like the story of Adam's apple, you eat it without preparation, you fall to earth, doomed to dwell on it for ever, you eat it with preparation, you learn as hard as you could, you study, you put all effort into it, and when you eat it.. it taste as it supposed to, as it is, but comprehensible...

yeah so it goes...


i want to drink something hot, something good, tasty...

I want to get drunk..