shitty

well...

no matter what happens, somehow, you can always differentiate between the good and the not so good..

that's one thing..

but as time goes, you develop the habit of knowing which one is publishable and which one is not, and that's shitty..

here you are set to come up with good stuff yet at the same time publishable, thus embedded within these straight parameters.. and that's shitty

especially if you're the writer and the editor has had a different idea of good.. in addition your idea of publishable is somehow a joke!

dammit aaaaaah....

than it's definitely shitty